i’m sitting all alone in my apartment, actually i’m tumblrin’ on my balcony in my underwear. fetch
can’t wait for summer so i can be this fetch again
I seriously have the biggest urge to buy clothes, i can’t handle it. I’m so stressed, i need new clothes to relax, ugh!
I just had an overwhelming dream.
I dreamt that i cried, i cried so much
i was home i think and there were loads of people and dinner was ready and everybody was making such noise and “hey can you fetch me that?” “can you do that?” everybody was talking to me, wanted to make me do things for them so i went for the bathroom and then i cried, i cried so fucking much and when i got out my mom began to shout at me and i just cried and said “it’s this fucking school project i’m so fucking stressed.. and people are always like >can you fetch me that?< when i’m down on my chair sitting perfectly fine and if i say no they just give me the ‘what are you waiting for, i thought we were friends look’ and then i feel i have to, but i don’t. and it’s stressing me out. and if they want a sip of my drink and i say no they go crazy like ‘yo nigga what the fuck man thought we were friends wtf wtf’ BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I BOUGHT IT.”
THIS DREAM IS SO ACCURATE. And i AM stressed out lately and now i know why. people around me act like i’m their slave, i don’t think they think about it… but seriously. it’ stresses me the fuck out when people tell me to do things, especially because they make that look like.. “i thought we were friends” We are friends, therefore i am not your fucking slave.
Sorry but i love to help friends out, but like doing the dishes, clean up and stuff - keep it to yourself, i have my own shit to clean up. srsly.
stress stress stressssss. arg.
I’m doing this project in school and my topic is “the cat”
my god this is the best topic ever
How about asking how i am then?
Not that the compliment wasn’t flattering, but i just don’t care anymore if people think i am pretty. i want people to like my mind, my ideas, not my looks.
sorry i am having the worst day ever, please don’t mind me..
I can think for myself, thank you
i’ve been doing that shit for ever, never in my life have I experienced a person coming to ME, wanted to get to know ME. never.
i just made the post to get it out of my system, and if no one really gives a shit then be it. I didn’t expect people to write, it would just be nice if someone did
my mom yay
it’s nice to know that not a single person in the world cares about me
aw, thank you so very much